Septemberfest =='''

Welcome October!!!I wanna go Germany for the OKTOBERFEST.Heck yeah i love to........dream about it. Time flies. September ended. I hate September,no doubt. No why...just some terrible things happened. Alright, im not going to talk about it anymore.
Anyway!Life's not that worst.I've attended a wedding dinner w/ baby boy.I will show some pictures but but!!!I have smtg to say before that.I don't really know how to function my DSLR.I don't know how to function it properly.The pictures might blur or shaky.My DSLR is a complicated thing...really really *sakit kepala*

Ah biiii and Chuan Chin.

 

Baby dun kill me.You still cute with ur BOTAK head :)

The sister.

KarenJou with the boyfie.

see!im forever alone.Bcoz of his bald-headed :(

Oh yea yea,we look nice in our Calvieee Klein .....

baby cute cute i love you <3

p/s:I dont have Chi Chin's photo.He hates to take picture.So ya,sorry.That's it.Exam tomoro.Got to go.Be right back :)

给你

好想找一个无人的地方，让我尽情地喊，痛快的哭，直到无力出声，然后沉沉昏睡，三个月以后再醒来。原来，我没有自己想象中的坚强。我，已脆弱得不堪一击。这一篇文章，或许好多人会看得见，为此，我伤心，我流泪，但又有多少人真正了解我其中的感受？昨夜，我还在这里傻傻的祈求些什么，但事情却发生得如此坚决。一个道别都没有，我什么都来不及反应。我这才知道，原来是伤心给我派来了一封请帖。我不想让你看见我出席了这场不该出席的晚宴。我告诉过你：一定一定要把很多很多东西留在我这里，这样就好像你只是去了三天的旅行，很快就回来。

为了什么而活？

久违了！大家都过得还好吗？我一如往常，享受着当一个学院生的生活。话说回来，今天我怎么又出现在这里了？原因我也不知道。或许就是真的就是需要一个聆听者。
这段时间发生了好多事情，一言难尽，走过了很多路，以往看似遥远的距离变得不再难以超越。哭也哭过了，是时候微笑了。很想打电话找个人听听对方的声音，想见一个人一面看看熟悉的笑容。但，那人儿是谁？模模糊糊地，我也开始不清楚自己在想些什么。
前几天，我男朋友很惊讶的告诉我：“我好久没看你笑得这么开心了！”他很兴奋拿相机，要我再笑一次。现在回想起当时的那一幕，我还是忍不住开始哭了起来。他从来就不像其他男孩子，会常常送小礼物给自己的女朋友。但他会在我生病时候照顾我，陪我去做彩绘指甲，陪我去女装部买衣服，每天陪我吃晚餐，陪我做我想做的事情。以往所谓“死党”都已经离我而去以后，他为我做的一切都让我.想永远永远都记得,即使忘记. 我也要强迫自己永远的记住！

我喜欢这样的我们。

他还是我的独家的模特儿！

 谢谢你！宝贝。chu~~~~

Friend

I so miss my friend,Celina.We have been separated for few years.I failed to contact her.Yeeya, i failed!I still remember the first day when we know each other.We chatted a lot.By the way,thank you, Erick.You brought us together.She is a wonderful girl.She comes from a top class family but she threw away her pride when she is in front of us.Whenever I needed someone to talk to,she was always there.When i was down and blue,she was always there.I never feel like she is just far away from me.NEVER EVER!We chatted until midnight on every Thursday and Friday.That's our fixed girl talk time!And one day,i found that she was getting lost from my life.I never try to ask anyone of them about you since i know that you won't just lost like this!You wont!It has been 2 years...and I asked Erick today.I admitted i want to know what you doing?Where are you?How come you get lost like that?!And now i know,you are not only get lost from my world.You did the same thing to them.Oh.........crap!Someone told me you are addicted to smoking,drinking......hot tears walled up my eyes,friend.I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were,you would always be there.Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you...one thing I will always say is:You were always there!Take care my dear.All the best in life and......we are FRIEND!

给最爱的你

coco，是我。你听见吗？我在叫你，可是即使叫得再多次，却再也看不见你蹦跳着向我跑来，给我一个大大的拥抱。整整三年了，每一次翻开你的照片，还是忍不住泪流满面。翻着翻着日历，四月即将到来。突然，想起了你。心里一直在想：你就是贪吃。如果你不这么贪吃，今天你是不是还会在我们身边？虽然他只是一只不知名的小土狗，没有高贵的血统，但他在我心中的位置时什么都换不下来的。四月十七日就快到来了，你在天堂过得还好吗？我很想你！:'(

我的姐妹淘

不知从放假的哪刻开始，我觉得日子变得好无聊。可能是太闲空的关系吧！但，我好喜欢现在的生活哦~很矛盾对不对？我好喜欢每一天可以睡到迟迟才苏醒。嘿嘿！这一次的假期里，妈妈教我烧饭做菜。虽然我不是很厉害，不过那种感觉真的很幸福。我很喜欢。除此之外，我好和一群久违的朋友见了面，而我每一天的玩伴既是蓝慧倪。那一天，我们还和Vinod和梅棠帆见了面。算算起来，我们真的好久没有这样相聚了。原因是大家都各在一方为自己的前程迈进。话说回来，我和慧倪在一起的时候，总是笑个不停。当然，当中少了雷慧雯。因为她工作的关系，我们都没有机会好好欢聚一堂。还有还有，我们这一群最近还多了一个成员-陈佳琪。她是我堂姐啦！嘿嘿~她们就是陪我一起玩，一起发疯的姐妹淘啦！我真的好爱她们。 一帮姐妹淘中，其他的几个也各有特点。因为我们的年龄相仿，乐趣也相似，所以在一起时总是趣事连连。嘿，你们！哪一天，我们可不可以四个女孩参差不齐地站成一排，肩搭着肩，在阳光下灿烂地笑着。。。。。然后再叫洪家进“咔”帮我们拍一张照片。我想那将会是我最幸福的事。谢谢你们，就像我家人一样，一直在我身边。

Imissyoubadly

The day i looked in his eyes,that i would find my sunshine(sunshine for Tan Family) :) Our star!Our pearl!All the thoughts in your head will full fill by this baby boy if you know him.I miss him badly.I miss his sister too,Nicole.They are now in Kuala Lumpur and we have to say BEI-BEI on this coming Sunday.

He can say "YES" in everything by giving him CANDY!

Super happy when he gets a super BIG candy from JiaJin.Teeheee :B

"My tongue tongue turns Blue after i eat the candy......see!"

I miss them crazily.Especially him.Seriously i miss!Inside i slowly started to cry.

I love you,Christopher!

I love you so much...and i miss you!